Listen. It's common to have this kind of feeling while lying on your bed (or when your philosopher self comes out) but hear it:
Are you bored when you study?
Passion is a luxury for those who don't have a deadline. Pressure is a reality for the middle class.
I study because it is a tool. I don't 'love' my textbooks. I love the Control they give me over my future. I love the fact that I can earn Rs 40 on ShareMyNotes while others are just crying about their homework.
"Don't worry about 'feeling' passionate. Worry about being Competent. Passion is a feeling; Success is a fact. If the pressure makes you a Diamond, who cares if you didn't enjoy the process?
Pick up your pen. Build your Kingdom. Whether you are running away from a whip (Pressure) or chasing a crown (Passion), the goal is the same: Don't Stop."